Well time to get this new journal rolling.  I figured I'd make a new one since the last one was filled with bad memories and bad times.  How can you start a new year when the past is haunting you? 

I cannot believe it's 2005 already.  Its almost been a year since I have graduated from high school, a year since everything I have been familiar with for the past 18 years disappeared.  Seems wierd when you think of it that way, huh? First semester at QU has been a blast, although i have met the occasional bitches, i have also met the sweetest girls in the world, some of whom i am lucky enough to be living with next year.  And although i am loving being at school, i do reflect on what I am missing at home, what Trish, Em, Adg and I would be doing on that day, how we would handel one of the ^dramatic situations I have found myself in?  I just wish that everyone I love could be combined in one area...seems anywhere I go people are scattered all over the country and I am missing someone...usually my Jared.  Cannot believe how lucky I am to have found such a man.  Ahh the emo-ness begins....!  No way to describe our relationship other than P E R F E C T!  Never believed a relationship could be like that, certainly never felt that way!  Although things with other people were indeed magical, never have i felt the way i feel when i am with him....never.